This timeless digital package includes the original demo of “All Of Nothing” on piano (not available online), watercolor paintings, handwritten artifacts, diary pages, photographs and a ticket to a future concert.

I wrote the song “All of Nothing” in the early 2000s with a broken heart. I vomited the music and lyrics out in one sitting onto the brown leather journal in the piano room on the 4th floor of Hunter College’s North Building. I remember feeling cathartic and brave.

Fast forward to 2024, I am re-visiting my early expressions about young love, reflecting on that version of myself, and sharing raw emotions with you in images and sound, through the lens of the non-binary artist with a shaved head that I am now, not crying over unrequited love.

This purchase comes with a ticket to a future concert in 2046. Details will be announced via email. Whether it will be in-person, online, or via some future technology to connect minds, I’d like share another moment with you in 22 years. This is an art project of a life time.

Thank you for being a patron of my “All of Nothing” experience. I hope you enjoy it. Let’s keep going!